Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Everyone! I am back and kickin!

Hello my cupcakes!

I'm am back :) I have been so so sick the past few days, and I'm finally feeling beetter, thanks to medicine from the hospital lol...
Anyways I don't want to get into that, and be a debbie downer so on to the cool news.
I got my hair done! Much much blonder, and it looks awesome.
Heres a pic!!!!


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You like it!??


Also I posted a new video up on youtube! It's my face routine, so go check it out.

Love you allz

xoxo

Saturday, February 13, 2010

You like?


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Contest Entries! Everyone should join :)

First contest is by &heart; Kate Gene &heart;

It's the 100 followers giveaway!!

The deadline is March 1, 2010 !

Heres what you will win!

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Heres her link to enter :)

http://katiegene.blogspot.com/2010/01/my-100-followers-giveaway.html

Go do it!


Second Contest is by Kate Gene as well :)

It's a Stila Giveaway! WOO!!

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those are what you will win :)

Here's here blog again !

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Go enter! You never know if you win!


Love you all
xoox

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

PIcs!?

Hey guys!!

I just wanted to post a few pics, let me know what you think of my makeup!!!!

Love you all!


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I look shiny in this pic for some reason :X lol

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xoxo

Monday, February 8, 2010

Create Life

So, I'm sitting here in my room, at 1:22 am, next to my heater, and breathing in the sweet aroma of apple cinnamon candle, and thinking..

So many wrong things happen to to many great people. I ask myself, is this how it's always going to be? Is this what makes our world go 'round? I don't think any one really knows. We don't really know anything, until that something happens.

Ive spent to many times in my room, crying to myself , wondering why life has brought me so many challenges. TOO many nights I've had wondering what life would be like if I was a whole new person. Would it really be any different?

It has taken me years, without a doubt, to just understand, why things had been so rough for me through my past. And to this day, I still am learning something about myself each and every morning I wake up. though I am young, and have numerous amount of challenges to face, I have just the smallest amount of understanding why life is so hard.

If life was a peach, what would we learn? What could we possibly learn that could make us a better person? there would be no mistake to correct, or flaw to fix. So what would we be like? Where would our goals take place? The worst that happens, is what really defines who we can be. When that something terrible happens, how are you going to handle it? through anger, and dispair? or through dignity and hope? It's your path to choose. You are your own creator. What you put into your life, is what you will get out of it.

The years that I've had depression, were the years that I had no self respect. I hated every single ounce of myself. I had no faith, confidence, hope, understanding, or pride. I had given up on my undergoing creation of my own being. I threw down the instructions to self improvment and decided to take the easy route and give up. Where did that lead me? Absolutley nowhere. I was lost, empty, and hollow. When you give up on your self, there is nothing that will fill up your emptiness until you re fuel your digity first. It is 100% up to you to make your life more satisfying.

Ages 13-18 I was an emotional roller coaster, that shut down so many times from such severe bumps in the tracks.
At the age of 19, this year now, is when I finally picked myself up, and I had reacharged. It was time to live. I was tired of wondering all the time. i was tired of asking un-answerable questions. tired of self pity. and tired of giving up. i had realized that I was the one that had caused all this pain. I had felt the way I felt because I allowed to be defeated. well you know what? thats over now . I have my guards up, I have a sense of dignity, and pride in myself. And I regained confidence in myself that no one is going to take away from me. It was time to become someone.

For those who are suffering from unfortunate things, or from unexepected bumps in the tracks, remember something. Coming from someone who has had some unimaginable challenges..
Life is never over until you let it die. You are your own creator, and when you allow yourself to break apart, you will become trapped in the traffic of dispaire. Take charge of your pathway, and always move forward.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

GUESS WHAT.

I don't want to go to work.

It's super bowl sunday.

It's going to be very slow.

I'm prob gonna make shit for money.

And my head hurts.

And my foot is bruised from working out.

I'm sore!

I have homework!

Bio 105 Basic Human Anatomy and Physiology Sucks!

Med Terminology is ok :P

I can't wait to get my hair done.

Im bored of this nappy mess.

I want subscribers on YouTube!

Subscribe!

<3

Friday, February 5, 2010

Here's the ....

BEBE JACKET!!!

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SIZE : MEDIUM

Barely worn!!!
Willing to sell ! Comment if your interested!

Price will be less than 60.00 dollars

Few things from CVS.. yays, and nays

Hey everyone!!!!

So I have a few updates for you;

1. Like I've said, this has been a real rough week. And to top it off, I am sick. Yes. Sick with mild pink eye, and now I have a very low grade fever. And GUESS where I am almost 98% sure I got the pink eye?

YOU GUESSIN?!!

HMMMM?

GUESS!!


okay i'll tell you. OPTIMEYES. those of you who don't know what OptimeYes is, well, it's an EYE place lol. I had my exam there bought three days ago. And they dialated my eyes, and ever since then, my eyes have been red. And I went in two days later, and she agreed that both of my eyes have an infection. Yeah. I wanted to scream in her ear. So she gave me a perscription for a 40 dollar bottle of eyedrops. And thats WITH insurance. Um do you want to know how big this bottle of eye drops is? You curious? Cuz when I say BOTTLE it does not mean an actual bottle. It's more like.. a puddle. LOL take a look at this ------

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Yeah thats right. thats a hair clip.


Okay well anyways. On to my adventure to CVS. I was on a mission to get two lipsticks, one from Milani, and one from Rimmel but of course they didn't have much of a selection. So this is what I got instead..

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Two lipsticks from Revlon. Buy one get one FREE!!

From Left to Right
120 APRICOT
413 TWINKLED PINK

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They overall are alright. They have sparkle and shimmer in them both, and I'm more of a matte type of person. But it's doable. Just right now my lips are so bitten from Stress, sparkles and shimmer looks awful in the cracks of my lips!!!

NEXT

I got the Covergirl Aqua Smoothers in 810 Light to Medium. this is a tinted mousturizer, with light coverage. i wanted to see if it was any good, since I don't have the money to buy a great tinted mousturizer, like the one I've been wanting, by Laura M. >_<


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Although, there's one thing to say about this product.
I don't know if it is from the mouturizer, or just stress. But I am breaking out on my cheek like little clusters. And my skin has been so GOOD lately now, its all fucked up again. :(

So on a scale of 1-10
Probably a 4 lol.

Sorry!

Last thing. Is by Wet n Wild. I typically don't ever buy WnW things, but it looked so cute I wanted to buy it. And pluss it was only 3.99 :)

It's a little mini palette. with four creme shadows, and an illuminator..

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^ WIth/out flash


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^With Flash

So, these four cream shadows are very sheer, light, and creamy. The bad thing about cream shadows, (from WnW), is that they crease very easily, and come off very fast. It's good for a base color? or for a highlight under your brow, for example the white. But other than that, it was cute, the illuminator was really pretty , and i actually used it for a slight highlight under my brow as well.
Not something I would buy again though... :X eek!

Today wasn't a great success with my goodies, I'll be honest. I think I wasted 20 dollars. But oh well it happens in the world of fashion eh?

Just a wrap up;;;

1. Never go to OPTIMEYES.
2. Don't buy shimmery/sparkly lipsticks if your lips are always bitten like mine
3. WnW is good for eyeliners, sparkles, and some lip products. But eye shadows can stay in the more popular brands..
4. Cream shadows are good for BASES
5. Covergirl tinted mousturizer.. can cause break outs :(

hmm. I think that covers it.


P.S

I am going to be posting a few things that I want to sell. So heads up if you like KATHY VAN ZEELAND PURSES, and BEBE zip ups, and need a PROM dress . lol. Oh and shoes :D

Lots of love cutie pies
Stay sweet


xoXo