When times get rough..

Hello everyone :)

So this week; as I said in my last post, it's been so rough.
I have been sobbing uncontrolably the past two days..and have been so emotional towards my boyfriend. I've been worrying so much about so many things, sometimes I feel as if I can't do it anymore..I just want to give up and sleep forever.

Well; I'v had some time to think about things, and heres what I came up with.
Even when you feel as if your world around you seems to be so impossible; Just remember, we get so many chances to do what we want. If you feel defeated; the game is never over, you can never lose. Losing is for unreality. All we can do is work until we win. And in the end. You will feel like you OWN your world.

I've just been in need of taking a deep breath.. *innhaalee* and *exhale* and realizing that life is short, don't stress over what you can't fix.

This week may have been the roughest week I've had in a LONG time, and i'm not sure why, but all I know is that it's up to me to make things better.

:)

ON a different note:

I decided to experiment with box hair dye today.. :X yikes.. ive been so against box hair dye, you have no idea. But I saw someone dye their dark brown hair a blonde dye, and came out a gorgeous auburn, light brown color. I wanted to do the same thing!
Uhh, yeah. So i forrrgot that my natural hair color, my ROOTS are dark blonde. SO when I dyed my hair blonde, the roots of my NATURAL hair color was like BAM golden blonde, and the rest of my hair was just a lighter brown than before . HA HA HA. I laughed in the mirror when i saw it. SOoo this means, I either need to just save up and get it professionally done, or I will strip the hair color from my silly head and just dye it some other color hahah. Who knows what I will do.

I do like the color of Kim Kardashians new light blonde hair. Although it's a little blonde. I don't want to go back to blonde , blonde. But a dark blonde I suppose. I have no idea yet lol.

Hmmzz.. I also bought BOOTS facial toner for dry skin. I figured I needed a toner, since I use an Astregent . And thats pretty harsh on skin. Though it does the job :P

heres the BOOTS toner..




and kim kardashians hair color..



its not thaaat blonde. :D

Anyways..

I'm just watching FOod Network again. Haha. So I'm going to let you go.

Have a great night everyone.

xoox

AnG

Stressin.

Hi everyone :)

So i'm just here watching "Guys Big Bite" on the food network before I got to go to work at 5. I swear i should be a master chef by now by all the food shows i watch!!!

I was just thinking about some things latley..

1. i have so much on my mind. either school, money, wanting something, or just feeling down. I don't know whats going on, but I have been so irritable, everything seems to bother me... I could just be stressed out I suppose. I hope things get better!

2. The number one thing that has been on my mind latley is how badly I want to move out. I think if I had someone to move out with I could definatley do it. Money would be very tight, but as of now, I haven't been buying anything exciting except makeup. i don't get new clohtes to often; I usually wait until winter is over with to start getting some newer clohtes. :P The only problem with moving out.. is that I have no one to move out with! Me and JJ ( boyfriend) were talking about it, but it's a bit to early for that I think. I know it would be great to move out with him, but I don't want to rush anything!! I love him, and theres no need to push something like moving out on him right now :)

3. I wassss going to buy the new Canon powershot 12.1mp xs20 is camera... buttt responsibility got in the way and the 200 dollars that I have saved for it, I ended up putting it in my Checking account so I would be well off for my car payment.. Damn being responsible! i am left with 2 dollars now!! OH well, I have work tonight I guess..

4. SCHOOl. wow so these two medical classes are mucho different from Office Admin. from last semester ha ha ha. Who wouldve thought right?! lmao. Lotsz of studying and reading. But I'm excited, I think I will do well. I have to take two tests tomorrow... Medical Terminology chapters 1 and 2, and then my Biology 105 test. Ew :X

Well , I really should get going.. I got some laundry to finish, and still gotta do my hair for work! uhg!

Hope everyone has a great day.

xoox
anG.